Monday, December 25, 2017

The Voice

The voice in the back of my head
It tells me that I'm not good enough
It tells me that I'm not smart enough

It's the sweating of my palms
It's the tightening of my heart

It's the fear of failing
It's the fear of trying

The voice in the back of my head
It tells me that I'm not pretty enough
It tells me that I'm not cool enough

It's the fear of rejection
It's the fear of defeat



The voice in the back of my head
I tell it to be quiet

I tell it that I am good enough 
and smart  and pretty

I am good enough

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Boy or a Girl

Boy or a Girl



I longed to hold you.
To see your face, to kiss your feet.
To hear your laughter to hear your cries.

I wanted to be the one you came to when life was hard
And I wanted to be the one you came to when life was not.

To hold you and love you
To tell you when you were wrong and when you’re right
To be proud of you and watch you succeed

Taken from me so young
Before I knew who you were

I longed to be your mom
To hold you when you’re sad, and to laugh with you when you’re not
To catch you when you fall and lift up to the sky

Taken from me so young, your little heart beating
And now it beats no more

To hold you just to know
if you are a boy or a girl


Sunday, December 17, 2017

The Face I Wear

The Face I Wear



The face I wear is never sad.
It's never angry and never mad.

The face I wear never cries.
It's never bitter but it always lies.

The face I wear covers my pain.
The face I wear covers my fear.
The face I wear hides who am I
It hides my sorrows and hides my pain

The face I wear you like to see.
But the face I wear is always a lie.

The face I wear is what you see.
But that face
is not really me

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